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Fond Farewell

08/09

Just like every other year of my life, 2008 was quite eventful. 2009 should also be. A lot of changes will occur, both planned and not. Somehow though, this year has yet to feel new. I still feel the same I did wednesday. I'm not rejuvenated with resolutions. Instead I'm enjoying my same old pace.

Are the days you spend lying around a waste?

I don't think so...

... Reflecting is good.

Give me miles and miles of mountains, and I'll ask for the sea

I know I said I wasn't gonna tell anyone my plans because I change my mind too much, and to be quite frank, my mind is different since then, BUT I've made a final decision. Savannah, Georgia. I've actually known this for a long time, but there were always other options that were maybes. Now after being home for the first time in months, I realize I don't belong there. I love my family and friends in PA, but Philly will always be my home. I realized this weekend that it's a place that I can always come back to. It's not going anywhere. Part of the epiphany was also coming to terms with the fact that I like being on my own. I like being away from it all, coming and going as I please. I will always love Burlington and the people I've come across living here, but that doesn't make it the right place for me. I'm just putting my foot down and going for it.

Decisions are made and not bought, But I thought this wouldn't hurt a lot. I guess not.

Just an FYI, I'm not always an emo case...

I'm in love with MGMT! I guess you could argue some of the lyrics are slightly "emo", but really, few lyrics in the world aren't. I suggest all their songs, especially Electric Feel if you're in a dance party kind of mood. Justice does a pretty good remix of that song.

Seeing Things

I keep finding these "signs" that I think are hinting at what I am suppose to do. I'm not sure if I really believe in signs, but these are really weird coincidences. Maybe its my conscience just helping me figure out what I really want. Sometimes I believe our conscience has more of a voice then we think, like dreams for instance. It may not be that far off to think that something deep inside is making certain things stand out in order to help me answer my questions. That's probably all signs are, your brain helping you to tap into what you really want.

Either way... I think I found my answer. I'm not telling anyone because we all know I'm bound to change my mind.